Thursday, December 17, 2009

v.1 what i needed to say

Sunday's were always our night


in the kitchen always filled with smoke


we didn't know how to cook


but we always laughed


i don't remember the last time we were together


just us sisters


the smell of burnt cookies are fading


the sound of your laughter has no tone


the warmth i use to feel when I'm around you


isn't there no more


you left though


that's why i cant feel


if you turned back around
and never got on that plane


i would of known of what to say


and if i got to see you again


I'd tell you


i love you

Monday, December 7, 2009

a time my wordl change Version 1

I was 9
I saw her sleeping
but she never woke up.
Everyone is yelling
I begin to cry,
there looking down on me
and i do not know why?
I hold out my hand
everyone seems to wander around
no one doesn't notice me anymore
I wear black
I saw her lay their.
Motionless.
Everyone is crying on one another
I sit alone
tears are beging to stream down my face
I tried to reach out to a hand again
in return i get a slap
two days ago i was cherished
two days later i am worthless
reality kicked in.
I was 9
that day i had to pretend
no one never noticed
ever since
I been on my own.




*I don't know what to name this?
*What changes should be made?